Kerja oh..kerja..

AsSalam.sudah lama ku tidak menulis di dalam blog kesayanganku.Hari yg ku lalui semakin hari semakin indah walaupun pada mulanya terasa payah dan kusut bila diberi kan tugasan memangku tugasan Ketua Siaran Harmoni.Tugasan pertamaku adalah menghadiri mesyuarat H.O.D.OMG!menjadi seorang ketua bukan semudah yg disangka & dibangga2kan.Beban tanggungjawab yg terpikul di bahuku tersangat berat rasanya.Lebih-lebih lagi bila aku ditugaskan menyediakan Budget 2010.Bukan mudah untuk mendapatkan kerjasama dari ke semua pekerja bawahan,tetapi berkat sabar & pengalamanku bergaul bersama mereka bertahun2 membuatkan aku & mereka seperti sebuah keluarga.Setelah berhempas pulas,akhirnya budget yg dikehendaki siap & sudah diserahkan pada ketuaku. Kini aku cuba menikmati cuti tahun baru 2010 walaupun aku menghidap flu.Menurut DrNasibah,maybe i got nodule in my throat menyebabkan suaraku berubah.So,aku disaran-kan berjumpa dgn Dr pakar ENT pada 18/1/2010 ini.Semalam,walaupun suhu badanku panas aku mampu menggagahi diriku menikmati makan malam bersama keluargaku di Restoran Aminah Arif,Batu Bersurat.I'm happy if my family happy.Alhamdulillah..

RTB as my second home

AsSalam..how r u guys?Selamat Menyambut Awal Tahun Hijrah 1431.On this coming Thursday, I have to standby at the studio for HM's Titah.I silently pray that everything will be alright.I remembered that faithful day when I was waiting on a long queue for my turn to get interviewed by Hj Zaini Hj Yusof (once a famous announcer at RTB).I remembered saying,"Saya meminati seni," as Hj Zaini asked me why I wanted to joined RTB.I was so nervous during that time that all my hands were very cold & I got butterflies in my stomach.July 16th 1996 was the day of Harmoni Fm being launched ON AIR and that was the day I communicate with Brunei people 'live' from 94.1 fm. I was a part-timer till 2002. Thanks to CtNorain who inspired me years ago with the remark: "You should further your studies abroad". Alhamdulillah.. despites all the obstacles that I've been through,finally..here I am..the same old salmi but new spirits.I'm getting closer to Allah, The Creator.If my mom knew the unvarnished truth about my loneliness/struggling with the deadline/my sinus problem/menorrhagea etc she'd have instant high sugar level in her blood and the doctor would say,'Did anyone give her a terrible shock?'.Mom..thanks for everything especialy your prayer for me.And to my lovely but over protected hubby who became my punching bag through the year..I'm sorry abang if i ever lost my temper during my hardest time.Even now almost a month since the last exam and here I am in my hometown, my hubby keep on saying,'Syukur eh..alai abis dah..lapang rasa dadaku'..my mom keeps on saying,'Adang tah belajar lagi lai..siksa ku meliat.' But,u know what?My heart is beating faster whenever I'm thinking 'What if i pursue my M.A at UBD?' but i know what will my hubby say,'why not?' i always knew that he will okay it, but how bout my mom? And I already knew what will my kids say to me.'Uh oh..not again..mommy when can you have a break?' I remember that day when I tried to finish my project paper,I was under stressed,what's more was that the deadline was so close..I ever shouted at my kids to leave me alone & life really got bored & the whole house was in the silent mode,I remembered watching 'arif cried..OMG..I'm truly deeply sorry to my kids. Alhamdulillah,now that I've finished my course & will get my degree by end of Dec,my mind is so clear,no more stressful days..no more quizes in class which carried 10 marks to worry about,no more panda eyes as a result of sleepless night finishing the 30 pages of each assignments, no more..no more..Alhamdulillah.. Allah is Great!!Now I am ready to face the challenge in the real media world..Well life is not that sucks actually!

'Arif Al-Aziz at PGGMB School's Concert

Alhamdulillah my son 'Arif Al-Aziz is being promoted to Year 2 next year (2010).He's no.2 of all the Year 1 classes.But in his class (Year 1 Green)he's in no.1 rank with 98% marks. Alhamdulillah!I was touched when I saw him danced 'Hi-5 dance' on the stage..He was so grown up!so fast!I can feel tears rolling down my cheeks when his name being called on the stage to receive his prize as a 2nd winner.Also attended at the concert was his grandma,his dad,big bro Hazim & his sister Muna,aunty & uncle (our loyal maid & driver).These are some pics & video taken before & during the concert.Happy advance 7th birthday to 'Arif for his coming 10th December 2009 birthday!May Allay bless you my son,my pray always b with u,I've lost/missed 3yrs being without u as mommy was in KL for 3yrs.

Reporting to work on 16/11/2009

Life must goes on..How i miss my radio station Harmoni 94.1Fm & of course my fans.. hehe..Alhamdulillah today 19/11/2009 i managed On Air for one hour with Dee Jay Iskandar & Alhamdulillah my fans still remember me..that's the warmest welcome i got from them since i come back from KL. I'm touched by them. Most of them texting me thru the texting system that provided by Radio Television Brunei where they pay 0.50cents (RM1+) per message.

Alhamdulillah & Terima Kasih Abang..

Salam...hidup tidak bermakna tanpa matlamat.However,aku bersyukur kerana my first mission almost accomplished.Almost!17 December pastinya hari yg mendebarkan menunggu keputusan semester terakhir.15 Nov ne im going back for good with my kids Hazim,Muna & Arif.Im gonna miss Alamanda,miss UKM,miss my lecturers and everything bout Bangi. Bukan mudah menggapai cahaya.Belajar sambung degree..kedengarannya mudah tetapi utk menggapainya tidaklah semudah yg dikatakan.Setiap hari memerlukan pengurusan masa yang berkesan.Setiap hari ditemui masalah baru dan memerah otak untuk membuat keputusan.Tiada tempat untuk manusia yang suka berlengah-lengah.Jika berlengah akan ketinggalan segala-galanya.Tiga tahun ku di UKM,tidak pernah ku hirau air mataku yang tumpah.Air mata kerinduan di waktu malam,tatkala sepi menggamit hati.Air mata kesakitan tatkala kakiku terseliuh atau tatkala belakang atau bahuku sakit.Selawat Syifa' dan Panadol teman setiaku.Tidak juga pernah ku hiraukan berapa banyak keringatku mengalir kerana takut tatkala memandu di jalan raya yang asing dan kadang-kala bersaing dgn pemandu2 yg tidak berhemah di jalan raya.Bumper to bumper.Peluh dinginku mengalir laju tatkala terpaksa membuat U-Turn kerana tersalah jalan atau tatkala terlewat datang kelas.Lain lagi keringat lelahku berjalan kaki setiap hari dari kawasan parkir kereta ke kelas perkuliahan.Namun,segalanya berakhir kini.Puji & Syukur Alhamdulillah ku panjatkan kpd Allah yg sering mendengar keluhan hati & munajatku selama ini.Dan tidak lupa pada suamiku yang layak ku gelar suami Mithali kerana banyak membantuku merealisasikan impianku selama ini.Terima kasih abang..

Nukilan rasa..

Assalamualaikum..entah knapa hatiku berdebar bila ingatkan balik Brunei.Mungkin aku sudah terlalu lama bermastautin di bumi Malaysia.Apakah ini juga yg dinamakan tahap kejutan kemasukan semula setelah berada lama di rantau orang?I'm so scared..sudah lama bumi kelahiranku ku tinggalkan..bnyak perkara yang harus ku update.Esp info terkini tntang pejabatku & negaraku Brunei Darussalam..di bumi ku dilahirkan,dididik & dibesarkan.Tidak lama lagi ku kan pulang membawa impian.Impianku,impian keluarga, impian negara dan pastinya beban yang tergalas di bahuku belum selesai lagi..Hidup di negara orang mengajar aku tabah,kuat,meningkatkan kendiri dan rasa tercabar serta puas dapat berinteraksi dengan masyarakat yg mempunyai pelbagai budaya yg berbeza. Brunei..here I come..but sedih tidak dapat ku ungkapkan untuk meninggalkan bumi UKM..universiti yg mengajarku erti kehidupan sebenar,yang mengajar ku erti dewasa dan berfikir jauh..masih ku ingat..kicauan burung tiung tanah yang menyambut kedatanganku sebaik sahaja ku melangkah keluar dari keretaku di pagi hari..lembutnya sang bayu pagi dan hangatnya mentari menyapa wajahku di pagi hari..kini..tiada lagi kicauan burung yang menyambutku..because..i'm busy packing my things & studying for my exam at home..Ahahah!!apa yang penting semua yg kita lakukan berdasdarkan niat, because Allah looks at our intention..Allah tidak menyukai hamba-hambanya yg mempunyai perasaan bangga diri walau sebesar biji sawi..Naudzubillah..Hey friends! Perbaiki niat kalian..aku bersyukur padamu Ya Allah yang membantuku mudah menjawab kertas-kertas peperiksaanku & memudahkan aku menyiapkan kerja-kerja kuliahku. Subhanallah..Walhamdulillah..Walailahaillallah..Wallahu Akbar...Wala haula wala quwwata illa billahillaliyulazim..

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

Salam...whoa..lama dh i didn't update my blog..busy doing asgnment at home..no hari raya spirit..gt to finish my 40 pages asgnmnt..but 2 more months me graduate!!!InsyaAllah...by the way Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my frens,family and minta maaf sgala ksalahan..sekiranya ada salah cakap,salah dengar,salah liyat,salah jalan,salah orang,salah nombor,salah apa lagi eh??ahahhah..bubbye,that's oll 4 now..and 1 more thing..Man United forever!!